What Happens Now

All that's left in my world
Is hanging by a thread.
And all the negative
Thoughts and memories
Stumble around in my head.
But my tourtured emotions
Are finally quieting down.
I feel a strange peace
At the end of my rope,
And I'm bound
To know either way, soon
What the verdict will be.
And then we shall see
And then we shall see
And then we shall see 
Where we go from here
And what happens now.

Defeated

All of the heartaches
Just cannot compare
To the agony felt
When your broken heart tares.

All of the arguments
Fade and subside
When the last shreds of hope
Wither and die.

All of the feelings
And hot tears run cold
When the passions cool off
And stale excuses grow old.

All of the drama
Must not be repeated.
But it will not stop
Until the supply is depleated.

I cannot help or control you.
And I am defeated.